#FUCKKK WHATEVER IS DOING THIS TO HIM FR

[tsukana]

steps onto the crate once again i need to yell abt fitza's unwavering friendship and belief in each other. even when phils head is being absolutely fucked with by whatever powers are at play, even when phil is left with only a faltering belief in himself and his own memories every new instance of something like this happening, with his proof being LITERALLY STOLEN OUT OF HIS INVENTORY OFF HIS BODY. q!fit is the FIRST to state his belief in phil and that what hes saying is the truth despite phil becoming uncertain. he refuses to let his friend his brother lose faith and falter in this because he knows phil and he trusts and believes in him and his instincts. he knows the desperation in phils messages and voice and the body language and the way he moved when fit and pac teleported to him. he knows that something is fuckign with his friend and refuses to party to that. even if phil doesnt trust himself anymore, he trusts fits belief in him and thats enough and has to be enough. and it will be.

[bonesandthebees]

Okay fuck it. I think scrolling for hours today is enough DJFKGKFK I'll just log back out. I wanna focus my energy on more positive things

Im so gonna log back in the minute my friend sends me another tweet but HDKGKGKD no. I will do my best. He's not worth our time man.

Okay one more tiny rant about him and then I promise I'll stop I just OOOHHMYGODHFJGKG HE JUST. I had so much hope. That. He would reply and it wouldn't fix things, I wouldn't go back to watching him or anything but at the very least I could get closure that like? Maybe his closer friends would be able to heal and move on? Idk if that's parasocial or whatever but he was such a big role model for me the past few years I really had hope that at least some parts of it were real, you know? And instead we just find out that he not only did these shitty things but didn't fucking learn and did it to other people too and??? It's really really upsetting that he created this safe space, this community of people who were all so lovely while just being. Fake. The whole time. And he doesn't even have the gull to properly apologise and I just??#?# idk what to do with my emotions LMFAO I'd finally started to feel better and like move on but now today I'm just angry again grgrgfhfjdkdk and I totally get that like him being a complete dickhead is easier in a lot of ways bc there's no. Doubting it. Or anything. Like there's no redeeming him. And we can get closure from that. But fuckkk it hurts so badly and the tl is a mess of ppl being like "well this person would never do me wrong" and then ppl being like "fuck every YouTuber ever actually. We can't ever be sure we know them" and LIKE!$?_?$?

Dude I am so conflicted on so many levels rn I feel like my entire world has just been yeeted into the sun LMFAODKFKFKFK

Anyways. Anyways. Thank you bee. Ur tumblr is the only account w a brain rn fr lmfaodjfkfkfks

I get it, I'm fucking furious at him. he had a chance to at least own up to what he did. I wouldn't have gone back to consuming his content, but I could be somewhat at peace knowing he was taking steps towards being better.

I don't want to think it was all a lie, because abusers aren't all completely evil people. the thing is, wilbur is human. a very shitty human, but human nonetheless. and we can't know for sure how healthy or unhealthy every relationship in his life has ever been and I think overanalyzing that or trying to figure out what was fake and what was real isn't really our business or worth our time. wilbur is a guy who has hurt a lot of people, but also refuses to recognize the hurt he's caused. that's it.

I do hate the dichotomy I'm seeing between people trying to prop up their own favorite white boys on a pedestal because apparently people never learn, but also going out and saying every content creator is inherently evil and we shouldn't trust any of them. these people are human. they're all going to fuck up at some point, some worse than others. and sometimes they'll fuck up in a way that they can move past and we can forgive them for, and other times they'll fuck up in a way that shows they shouldn't have the platform they have. they're not all terrible, and they're not all perfect. that's what we should be keeping in mind for the future.

[pearlzier]

He slides one hand up to your hip, his fingers digging into your skin as he pins you tight against him.

"You really are a filthy thing, aren't you sweetheart? Begging for me to touch you, aching for me to make you feel good. You're so desperate for it, so desperate for me to give you what you need. You'll do whatever I say, won't you, baby? You’ll do anything because you’re all pathetic and needy, hm?”

BRAT TAMER CHRIS OH MY FUCKKK

HES SO 💔💔💔 OHHHH MY GOD LOML FR

[youmyjhope]

Hmm you like stability, patience and success, someone who isn't just words but also actions. Show me what can you do. Slow and possesive sex. You don't like to share your partner. You really love marking and neck kisses. Kissing in general. You love moans, to hear all that, which explains your bts audio page tbh. Foreplay is the most exciting part of sex for you.

You want to feel, smell, touch and hear everything. All your senses to be full which is why you enjoy foreplay so much.

You are actually very vanilla. Of course you have interests in other aspects of sex, you sure have few kinks, but you are kinda more focused on the person themself and the previously mentioned senses? Person you like, a nice candle and neck kisses? It's good for you. You don't need a whole sex room and 1000 toys.

Interesting part is, Hobi has a taurus moon which interacts cutely here with your venus and mars. He really likes to eat 😂 if he didn't eat before sex he will immediately get up after sex and make some food for both of you. He is very attentive so he will make sure to clean you, dress you up, make you cozy and then feed you. Which is a very important part of the after care for you because you value food too.

They way Hobi would treat you, the way you know he would be is what makes you want to let it all go and let him do whatever he wants. Cause taurus venus/mars really hates to feel disrespected and be called names, but you would let him and even say thank you.

Your pisces lilith makes you act super innocent before during or after doing the naughtiest shit which could be sexy asf to hobi

ohhh thats kinda me fr🙆🏼‍♀️

thank you thank you thank you!!

it gave me a lot to think about😩

fuckkk i love astrology people n im fuckin jealous😭

[inact-ice]

Season 2 episode 12

Ooh this is chimney begins? So a brief break from that man who’s name I forgot

- hi chimney, oh right into it?

- nvm it’s 2005. CHIMNEY YOURE AHEAD OF YOUR TIME SIR THATS A SNUGGIE OR WHATEVER. Fitness centres for kids? Chimney invented the YMCA

- karaoke is chimneys thing I see

- chimney now you know damn well

- HOLLABACK GIRLLL, whoever decides the music for this show is so smart

- it’s interesting to see how hen and chims fire montages are different. Hens was more focused on believing in herself and surviving alone, while chimneys is more focused on commitment and leaning on those close to him

- chimney is kinda small compared to the other guys wow I’ve never noticed

- Tommy noooo, I forgot he’d be in this one. And immediately with calling chimney a food delivery guy? Definitely racist and disparaging, oh his redemption arc needs to be great

- I’m kinda loving this chimney cleaning/preparing montage, the synth music is pumping me up and chimney being sad is making me so sad poor guy

- fuckkk you Tommy, why are YOU still here

- and matter of fact fuck you too Gerard, fuck you ESPECIALLY

- yay chimney show your stuff! He’s doing his thang

- Gerard ignoring chimney oh I am so glad he almost dies

- and fuck chimneys dad too! *gasp* Mrs Lee get his ass, he IS a colourless jackass! Chimney clearly needs a lot of support rn and his dad just dismissed him. Aw Mrs Lee please you’re gonna make me cry

- chimney please dont talk to Tommy rn im trying hard to like him. WHAT! WHAT! WHAT HAS CHIMNEY EVET DONE TO YOU THOMAS THAT WAS SO CRUEL AND CALCULATED WHAT THE FUUUUUCK???

- yeah I don’t like Tommy guys sorry, he’s so mean and like racist? And sexist? And so much of it is of his own volition? I thought Gerard would be egging him on?? And it doesn’t help that he’s so loud about it and his bigotry’s contrasted by other people being nice and accepting

- chimneys learning the unfortunate lesson that whiteness will fuck you over regardless of the uniform it wears

- aww chimney and his bonds with paramedics

- also so interesting that chimneys focused on the rush and thrill while hen was just focused purely on helping, very interesting different perspectives from different characters

- Tommy get out of my face rn I am MAD at you

- oh yeah maddies being kidnapped by her abusive ex as we speak damn

- yay Kevin! Tho I’m pretty sure this is where he dies right? Hello pregnant lady on the roof of a burning building who ig can’t listen to instructions? NOOO KEVIN!!

- well fuck, chimney there was legit nothing you could’ve done baby. Aw him apologizing, the Lees immediately hugging him, that is his FAMILY!!

- ugh why is Gerard here, he’s desecrating this funeral

- aw chimney :(

- ATHENA! Girl how long have you been a cop for

- yeah Tommy see you what happens when you align yourself with white supremacy as a marginalized person? The leopards will eat your face

- the cutting back to present day is so well done

- this is a hilarious song to be in this scene im sorry, I can’t feel it seriously

- oh this direction is so well done, even the abrupt cut

- chimney you’re so cool and in fact the realest.

- it should’ve been Tommy!! Why Kevin whyyy

- Eli you are the #1 ally fr wow

- oh did chimney move out? Aw Mrs Lee you’re gonna make me cry

- oh yay now that chimney saved his life he’s deserving of respect, mind you he goes on to call hen a bitch for no reason after this so idk how clear his head could possibly be

- Howard is a fine middle name puhlease. Kevin’s a pretty good one too tho ig

- yay chimney coming into his ownnn

- OH YEAH DOUG! YOURE GONNA BE FINE CHIMNEYYY

That was so good and just wow, everything’s gotten so much better in this part of the season, the begins episodes themselves are masterpieces. Very well done. Can I just say, that I think I get even less why you guys like Tommy so much now, like he was BAD in this episode Jesus Christ, and knowing that he continues to be an ass to hen after this??? Again, looking forward to the awesome redemption arc I’ve been promised!

[milimima]

Ppl don’t even understand. Boy for one that was my whole comfort zone. Talm bouta trauma bonding. That shit is real. Soul ties. Spiritual warfare. That shit is sooooo real. But ofc shit like that gets overlooked, I feel like more ppl are becoming aware even myself.

I rl just started all da way over. Rl said Fuckkk alll my shit. That wasn’t even alll my shit I had to say fuck my shit in NC to. Cause I refuse yo be played w and will turn up on anybody. Idgaf. Bitch u could b da president don’t disrespect me cause ima die about my shit. I’m fully aware every time and shit don’t even b worth all dat. But dats where my mind goes fr. I don’t be tryn do all dat cause bitch I’m not tryn black out and wake up in da back of a police car. Foh. Off topic off topic.

POINT IS BITCH. Give yourself more credit. You’ve rl traveled a lil bit by yourself came back tried shit again cause you got a good heart. Didn’t work. Bitch you’ve been harassed by officers. Locked up. Fought hella niggas. Boiii I don’t faught more niggas them bitches in my life on God why ??? Ya bitches see my muscles wanna kiss em? Ole bitch ass niggas. Had dogs run away, die on me, the whole world said fuck me at a point. Broke into my house a few times. Had lunch w some millionaires. Manifested my boiii Chop. Came back to da dmv tried dis Kirby shit again got ina position. Car broke. Moved out my g’ma mini mansion due to more fight w more fuck ass niggas. Moved out. Got a spot. Crashed dat niggas car. Left dat bitch 🤣🤣😭 tried to fix it shit. It was working when I crashed it how it stop working after I put all da pieces back together 🥴👀 karma. Dats him. AnywYs left his bitch ass. Was homeless for a month. Missed my boii said fuck it. I gotta get back. Get chop.

Ugh moved into my moms crib. Stilllll was listening to this fuck ass nigggga dawg. Let him in next day. Boom job gone / kicked out my mom crib. Me AND my mom. What. Ain’t know how shit was bouta go down for a min. But I just prayed stayed down. Tried to get my mind right. Oh yea I fell in love. Or whatever tf that was. Lmaoooooo

Healed. Healing. Bro I left that nigga house w a book bag. Bitch my closet is full now. Well almost. Had one pair of shoes. Dey wasn’t even mine 🤣🤣🤣🤣 now I have several. I have a dresser. Books and bags. Got into school. In process of being a fucking SPO. In DC. I just gotta go take dat physical.

Bitch and my credit shit cause I been at this life shit 🤣🤣🤣 been doing it wrong. Been tryn do it w others but fuck it. Love n learn. N ima get all dat back too ! It’s always more than one way to do sum. And I’m GETTING ALL MY SHIT BACK N MORE N ITS BOUTA BE BETTER SHIT SMD D U CANT HAVE MEEE !!! 🤣🤣🤣🥴😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🖕🏽🖕🏽🖕🏽🖕🏽🖕🏽🖕🏽🖕🏽🖕🏽🖕🏽

[binunus]

ok IM BACK (fr this time) AND I HAD THIS IDEA IN MY HEAD FOR THE WHOLE DAY,,,,,,

imagine..

possessive rocky✨

genuinely curious, what would possessive rocky b like? :D

also i hope u have good day bb <3

-🐰 (i wanna hug u for some reason idek)

ALSO OMG HAVE U SEEN THE CB CONCEPT PICS GAWD IM ASCENDIIIIING?%?@?#?@?%?%?%

hi bunnynon im so sorry i left this in my inbox for so long 🤧 i hope u know i didn’t forget you in the whole shitshow that is my personal and school life ❤️i cry

anyway possessive!rocky hmmmmm he’d definitely be a bit more curt, like he’s always blunt nonetheless (and can be a bit of himbo like I swear sometimes I think he just says whatever pops in his mind without thinking about it....but we still love him anyway) but just like his words would be very short and have a bit of a tone to them (and fuckkk imagine him saying it with his dialect too shit), but he’d also definitely be more handsy. like say y’all were around people, if he’s not jealous he’d just hold your hand, something cute and innocent, but if he was being possessive, oof that hand be doing more provocative things -- right above your ass, or even on your ass omg, or like on your inner thigh, even grazing your chest. rocky would let others know that you’re his and if people don’t get the hint or if you’re being super oblivious, he would tighten his hold on you and do some pda that he would not normally do in the first place. all in all, possessive rocky do be a bit sexy 👀 and would that lead to some jealous angsty sex?? probably uwu

NOW...HOW ARE YOU SURVIVING RN WITH THIS COMEBACK BC CLEARLY IM NOT FARING WELL HOLY SHIT

[inact-ice]

Episode 10!!!!!

I’m almost doooooone

- aw Abby

- she’s leaving soon right, noooo

- bucks holding Abby so gently like my queen deserves

- Abby girl you better be taking a leave of absence rn to heal

- yeah I figured cause the British accent was so fake sounding

- ok bobby and Athena hintsss

- ABBY WAS IN THE OLYMPICS?!! AND NOBODY TOLD MEEEE. Ugh Abigail Clark you can do no wrong

- Bobbert, who are you getting all cute for sir??? Oh dear. Someone take this camera away from him. Chimney he’s watching porn at WORK!

- hen don’t project your cheating nonsense onto this please

- OMG THE CATFISH EPISODE! Oh yeah everyone just thought he was cheating, omg these buncha HATERS! Nobody would ever cheat on Abby bc she is perfect

- did black people write this? Why would May get twists when her hairs silk pressed? Anyways

- hello mean gay husband, your eyes are such a light brown wow.

- why are these people so chill about cheating. Hen you don’t need to have an existential crisis, just apologize and admit you did something bad

- ABBY! How are you doing girl? Oh she’s gonna travel lots to kinda fulfill her mom’s dream too? SHES BACK TO WORK- Abigail is that healthy?

- this is such a terrifying situation fr like he coulda gotten dissected! This guys’ a freak… but he’s kinda cute

- hi Karen, I’m tired of this too girl. “I love you biiiiitch, I ain’t never gon stop loving you biiitch” ass confrontation

- ABBY! Omg these main character situations are stressing my girl OUT, poor girl. Oh and these women need to stop hurting buck, like I get why but Jesus

- oh fuckkk, being ripped in half is crazy. Oh shitttttt, yeah this is a tough one. The way Bobby’s crawling is so much, he like collapsed in on himself

- ok Athena and bobby moment! OK ATHENA AND BOBBY MOMENT???

- Ayo rebar, bucks so mad wow valid. Chimney is being kind of a jerk, why’s everyone in this house so cool w/ cheating????

- does buck not know what an ip address is

- BOBBY TOOK ATHENA TO CHURCH FOR THE FIRSY DATE??? LITERALLY AND NOT EUPHAMISTICALLY?? Is he well? Not Athena being into this shit puh LEASE

- buck close your damn mouth there are MAGGOTS in the windows. Is buck gonna fight this coroner? Oh ok. Gross. Yeah fuck you coroner guy

- chimney I understand you on a spiritual level

- Abby I understand if this was all too much and you need to break up with buck bc you’d be so valid. Aw man. WAIT SHES LEAVING YES DUBLIN

- I’m realizing that the amount I like Abby might be making me dislike buck a little bit lmao, like that’s MY girlfriend sir

- Abby I will mourn your time on this show

- you know abby gets credit for buck 2.0 or whatever, but buck helped Abby change for the better in a lot of ways too. I don’t think she would have learned to prioritizeherself like this without him

- BOBBY AND ATHENA DATE YIPPEE

- Abby please don’t narrate us out worth Florence and the machine playing rn

- Karen… well I know this doesn’t affect anything again ever so whatever

- so glad chimneys gonna get railed

- ABBY DONT GO, TAKE ME WITH YOU!! WHERES THE ABBY TRAVELLING CRIMFIGHTING SUPERHERO SPIN-OFF! NO GOD WHY DONT TAKE HER AWAY FROM ME WHYYY TAKE BUCK INSTEAD

- can’t even be happy about the bobby and Athena date because I’m crying so hard.

- that was a lie, Athena you look HOT! Bobby, wear tighter pants

- ABBY NOOO, DONT PLAY THE LINE GOING OFF NOOOO and we won’t see her ever again, this city can’t survive without Batman

This episode was fine, but they should’ve focused more on Abby, I think they were trying to do a gentle perspective switch to be more in Bucks pov to really prepare us for her leaving, but i needed to see more of my queen to prepare for her leaving. She didn’t even say bye to Athena! Ig it was a fine conclusion for the first season tho, I’ll collect all my thoughts on this season later after I finish mourning